had a really nice time..and now its 1:19 am..why am i thinking of d..shit is serious man..its like a sickness..8 weeks..8 long ass weeks..not a peep..just a couple of private pic stash log on attempts..i changed the password again..if he thinks hard enough he will crack it..of course if he guesses right then he will also feel stupid..or maybe not, hes a f$cking selfish jerk regardless..seesaw emotions..one second i get teary eyed when i flashback to my favorite visits..and the next i have this overwhelming desire to hurt him..neither train of thought is conducive..sigh, going to bed shortly..
bon nuit..
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