…por que el infierno es la unica verdad..

happy birthday daddy..may you rest in peace..wish you were still here

february is not the best of months for me..he turned 50 in 1996 and passed away a few weeks later..

ari was too young to remember..

i miss him

 

google is my enemy..should know better than to conduct a simple search..

looks like d still updates some old dating websites..

he sits..pulls out his fishing rod and..blam..

numerous females stroking ego in the blink of an eye

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch

 

yeh..you’d think id learn by now..especially knowing what i know

so fucking angry right now..at myself..for falling into his trap

did i honestly fool myself into thinking that i was the only one?

 

silly me..none of what we share is special..just another notch on his belt

 

but, im not going to write another emotional goodbye email

silence is my best bet..time and distance will do the rest..