…pace maker pace yourself..

going to start getting ready in a few..taking my mom to see phantom of the opera..the ticket line wasnt long at all, and the price was half..yay!

bought myself a pair of drool inducing kelly green heels, they have this scallop detail that i fell in love with..already own a very tight little black dress, no brainer..and new sparkly dangling earrings to complete the outfit..

i shed some tears for d last night..mourning the grand love story that i lived in my head..the potential of what we could have been..of the moments that were real and absolutely perfect..i think the closest we came to being real to one another was the dc visit

heres what i wont miss being:

an insignificant mistress

the last straw to me was the pictures of his ex thing..after all of these years her name still comes up…no way im going through that again…wrong of me perhaps to not be jealous of his wife..but im not..the ex though..different story..will always be a sore subject..maybe because she was the reason he was so hot and cold to me when we used to date..maybe because i know deep down he still loves her..she has way more history with him than the wife and i combined

enough about that crap..

no more soap operas…besides, his silence speaks volumes..