..no..no..nooo…

in bed with blankets hugging me..going to sleep shortly..

everyone has been tiptoeing around me at work lately..i snap for the tiniest thing..luckily my week is almost over..

no pics..no energy..beginning to think that something is wrong w/me..

checked my calendar..definitely not pmsing..perhaps it’s my way of mourning..

funny how that works..i mean, he’s not a part of my daily routine..and yet knowing that i can’t turn to him when i’m feeling like crap pains me..

just a mere text would make a kool-aid smile appear…and random pics would make my flesh tingle with heat..

going to take an extra day off next week..and cross my fingers that i don’t continue sliding downhill..

http://www.youtube.com/watch

this song takes me back..damn..