..let’s play the blame..game..

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my emails to him are a hot mess..i hop from one subject to the next like i’m out of breath

overloading him w/info for distraction..hope we don’t step on any landmine topics

been sending some of my dreams..and he breaks them down like math equations

WE are wrong d…all of this..even if we never see each other face to face again..look at the bigger picture..

what about HER? she’d be heartbroken were she ever to stumble onto what we’ve done

what about ME..how the fuck am i supposed to move on..when every other male pales in comparison

been in bed all day..hormones getting the best of me

quick shower..long walk..then time to eat..

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it’s good tht at least both of u are communicating with one another. take each step at a time now. maybe start as friends again, and see how it goes. yes, it’s difficult too since he’s attached…but you’re also free to date others, and i hope you wont stop dating just because he tells you not to. you cannot hover around waiting for him to be single, regardless emotionally he’s exclusively yours