..i ran out of white dove feathers..

have not heard from d in 9 days and this is a good thing..locked him out of our private facebook page a few months ago..in the process of downloading all 3270 pics to my laptop..and then i will click delete..

we had fun, but there is nowhere else for this to go..

i’ve outgrown the false hope..

i recently went to a work outing and felt so young, sexy, and free..and then it dawned on me..i am all of these things, so why am i hanging onto him?? 

he has no plans to change his situation, he is quite comfortable with the way things are…but i am not, and there is so much more that i want and need that he cannot give me.

went shopping recently and found that i no longer want to dress like a teen..

i ran the bridge today and have my nicotine patch firmly in place..

bye bye limbo..bring on the unknown..

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