..baby..you’re no good for me..no…

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rollercoaster time with d again…there really is no way to win in this situation..

which starts me to thinking..what is the point of this?…nothing will change..and sometimes i wonder..do i really want what little he can give?..especially since this is so effing one-sided..

when he seeks me out..he’s ravenous..

and when he’s done feasting…he runs to his cave as if i cease to exist..

i’m left panting..and weak in the knees…

.if you dangle that carrot..of course i’m going to want it..

when you turn on that switch..obviously you should shut if off as well..

there are times when it gets to be too much for me..and i openly say…"i need a break"…

how hard is it for him to reciprocate?

..i’m fed up with this passive-aggressive game..

this has to end.