Today
*
Dark and empty
Like a house left to decay
Cobwebs and questions
Fill me up today
*
Darkness is a friend
In whom I can confide
Sadness is drug
In which I can hide
*
Filled with untold volumes
I wish I could say
Pain that comes from nowhere
Will not go away
*
Pain is strangely comfort
Although on the inside
Emotions are unstable
Take me for a ride
*
Echoes in a shell
All thats left of me
Lifes been absent for so long
What can I ever be?
*
Rejected by the Father
Left hanging by the Son
Let down by the Spirit
It all counts as one
*
Nothing really real
Nothing really fake
Fabricate a lie
For the childrens sake
*
Too much worldly bullshit
Wish I could go away
Never see tomorrow
Just forget today
ß—–à
Yes, Im aware that this isnt new. I wrote it a while ago and have posted it before, but its a bit how I feel right now.
Most of the day I was just feeling normal, but for no reason at all I suddenly found myself a bit depressed. Damn me and my weird-ass mental issues.