Today

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Dark and empty

Like a house left to decay

Cobwebs and questions

Fill me up today

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Darkness is a friend

In whom I can confide

Sadness is drug

In which I can hide

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Filled with untold volumes

I wish I could say

Pain that comes from nowhere

Will not go away

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Pain is strangely comfort

Although on the inside

Emotions are unstable

Take me for a ride

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Echoes in a shell

All that’s left of me

Life’s been absent for so long

What can I ever be?

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Rejected by the Father

Left hanging by the Son

Let down by the Spirit

It all counts as one

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Nothing really real

Nothing really fake

Fabricate a lie

For the children’s sake

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Too much worldly bullshit

Wish I could go away

Never see tomorrow

Just forget today

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(Yes, I wrote this so it’s © by me)

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Are those song lyrics or something you wrote? Well never the less I like them a lot. Yes depression and sadness does get comfortable but in the end it’s time for something new. It just doesn’t fit me anymore. Like you said the other feels better. It’s time to feel good dammit! I’ve been miserable for FAR too long. Since birth I think. Take care! *hugs*

Story of my life – an anthology of longer stories behind short entries. Yes sir, there is a longer…MUCH MUCH longer story behind that entry. ~ David

Thanks. BTW how did you do that picture above…it looks so real. Also I think your OD is very cool. Keep up the good work. ~ David

February 16, 2003

Hey, that was a pretty cool poem. The only thing (and I say this to like everyone) I think swear words cheapen it. If you know what I mean? And I’m serious. The beard looks cute :o) Jen

February 18, 2003

heya Jaimie Joel :oD Thats a good poem! I like it!! except I hate it when people swear in their poems..but all in all you’re such a good poet :oD I like the picture blown up (minus the blood) its a good picture of you….ya know? You had a beard in it? WoW!! LoL It looks cute, I like the beard…you should have one more often!! Much Luv! Hope You had a great day!

February 18, 2003

Dude! I just noticed! You’re wearing a light colored shirt in there…now thats something I’ve never seen…tehehehe! Anywhose, I’m hungry and babysitting, so I’m outta here for now!!! *hugs* luv ya

February 18, 2003

I thought you were changing your diary style???