Random

I feel pressed.
Crushed.
Broken by the gravity of life.
Dreams ground like wheat with a stone
Left to blow away.
An entire day on the verge of tears.
No specific reason.
Single drops never break a dam
But put together they can be unstoppable.
Hope.
A word with no internal definition.
Incomprehensible.
Pushed to the future
Steered by the past.
Eyes wide open and fixed on the rearview.
The man I am today
Is just an empty shell of a happy child.
Life is wonderful.
So amazing.
So transforming.
Can the fleeting moments of happiness
Outweigh the constant flood of pain?

^Me before I realized what life is all about^

m0rbidm00n

March 14, 2004

aww

Mercuria

What happened to make you disenchanted? *hugs*

TheNameOfTheGame

I like this. And I love that picture :o)

aesthetical

i absolutely love your writing style… and i relate so well… love the pic too by the way

.::.Face Down.::.

March 15, 2004

I like that one better then most of your other ones… hmm and I’ve always thought that picture was adorable, if only we could stay happy like that our whole lives. RYN: How’d you let that stuff slip out? well wait, you can answer that the next time we chat, it’ll give us something to talk about. have a good day see ya later.

Pre-Ex-Girlfriend

You did a good job on that one Jaimie Joel. Have I mentioned lately that I love that picture of you and your dad. You were(are) SO adorable!!! I love it. RYN:thanks so much Jaimie. I feel so protected and big brothered now! You’re the best. Welp, I hope you show up here soon. Much Love

burnt angel wings

March 27, 2004

I like the line: “just an empty shell of a happy child” i feel that way alot.

You’re an introspective, intelligent guy and you write very well. The unexamined life is not worth living.