Epitaph
Ok, sorry. Once again I’m too lazy and tired too write something new. So this is a little poem I wrote back in my suicidal days when I was in high school. A friend and I were kinda planning on pulling a Natural Born Killers deal, and I figured that would be how I’d go out
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I’ve lived too long
I will not cry
I’m tired of life
Just wanna die
Single bullet to my head
Swallow poison in my bed
Bleed my blood until it stops
Or in a shootout with the cops
Of all the ways there are to go
the way I want, I just don’t know
I’ve lived too long
I cannot cry
I’m sick of life
Just wanna die
To God I say a big “Fuck you”
And also to the whole world too
You beat me down but I came back
Feel my hate and rage attack
I’ll take you with me when I go
Fan the flames that burn below
I’ve lived too long
So tired inside
So much relief
I’ve finally died.
You know, I’ve always liked this poem. And I like it a little more every time I read it. I mean not the fact that you were suicidal when you wrote it, but just the fact you have so much talent. And this poem really really really rocks!! (and I’m not biased either) I’m glad you didnt do it however, cuz I think I’d miss you! anyway, I’m outtie for now *hugs* luv ya jaimie joel
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heres a note! woo hooo!!!!!
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I think it’s amazing so many high schoolers actually make it out alive. I don’t know how many times I almost ended it. Suicide scared me though. I was always afraid I’d screw it up. So, like a lot of people that age, I turned to writing.
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