Epitaph

Ok, sorry. Once again I’m too lazy and tired too write something new. So this is a little poem I wrote back in my suicidal days when I was in high school. A friend and I were kinda planning on pulling a Natural Born Killers deal, and I figured that would be how I’d go out

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I’ve lived too long

I will not cry

I’m tired of life

Just wanna die

Single bullet to my head

Swallow poison in my bed

Bleed my blood until it stops

Or in a shootout with the cops

Of all the ways there are to go

the way I want, I just don’t know

I’ve lived too long

I cannot cry

I’m sick of life

Just wanna die

To God I say a big “Fuck you”

And also to the whole world too

You beat me down but I came back

Feel my hate and rage attack

I’ll take you with me when I go

Fan the flames that burn below

I’ve lived too long

So tired inside

So much relief

I’ve finally died.

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January 10, 2003

You know, I’ve always liked this poem. And I like it a little more every time I read it. I mean not the fact that you were suicidal when you wrote it, but just the fact you have so much talent. And this poem really really really rocks!! (and I’m not biased either) I’m glad you didnt do it however, cuz I think I’d miss you! anyway, I’m outtie for now *hugs* luv ya jaimie joel

heres a note! woo hooo!!!!!

I think it’s amazing so many high schoolers actually make it out alive. I don’t know how many times I almost ended it. Suicide scared me though. I was always afraid I’d screw it up. So, like a lot of people that age, I turned to writing.