January 25, 2003

Bored

So here I sit. I can’t really think of anything to write, and in fact I’m in no mood to write. Maybe it’s male PMS, I don’t know. Sometimes I just go through moods where I’m just pissy as hell. I don’t know if I am not or not, but I’m not really feeling like writting a whole lot.

I guess I’m really bored with life. I’m bored with things always being the same as the day before.

I think I wish a meteor or something would just come and hit the earth and wipe everything out. That would make things a bit more interesting.

In fact, if I prayed at all I think I’d pray for that. I’d love to observe the end of the world. I think that would be quite the event to witness.

Anywhose…

I wonder…it seems like everything in life these days is a copy of something else. I wonder, are we copies too? Everything worth doing has already been done, and yet we’re cursed to live out our lives in a world of people who just do what those before them have done, and can’t find a way to be original beacause that way doesn’t exist.

So screw it all..

Wish I had some cool lyrics to throw in here, but I don’t.

I hear you… life can be very monotonous sometimes…hope it gets better for you, although i don’t hope a meteor hits or anything…. but you know…. later babe,

I’ve wondered the same things. It seems to me as though there can’t be original thoughts anymore because someone had to think it at one point or another.

Nobody can understand about the monotonies of life better than I. I’ve barely existed for three years, hardly holding on to sanity. Yuck. Sounds like you’re in a hell of a rut. Take care and I hope you feel better. 🙂

I think men do have PMS! lol So I am sure that could be the reason *hugs ya*

Pre-Ex-Girlfriend

January 28, 2003

*hands you some midol* feel better huh mi amor? (thats like my newest spanish phrase!) You dont want to witness the end of the world..it wont be fun and will suck I assure you. RYN:LoL I’m glad you didnt notice how gross my hair looked..maybe the way I had it done hid it or something. It looked good? wow thats a stretch! LoL Anywayz, I’ll talk to you soon! I *HOPE* *hugs love ya

awwww that was SO cute! this five year old little black boy auditioned for american idol!! and he didnt get accepted of course, and he’s like *the caucasion guy didnt like me, but the brown guy did!* it was SO cute!!!