Model Your Uncomfort

The chair is uncomfortable. I cannot find a position to sit in which feels just right. I am tired, on edge, and overall down.

Friend is sending me a painting of something ripped off from another artist. I do not like that. Create your own shit. I can understand painting a famous painting for study purposes, but… What am I going to do with this fucking thing? Hang it in my closet perhaps.

There are bugs coming in that I care not to even look at today. Fuck work talk…

Desire to escape to something remote. To please myself with nothing more then thoughts and ideas. I want to have a brain child. Let it be the first born and allow me to push it as all first born are. The model brain child.