2/1/07

It has been almost a month since my “letting you go” moment. Where are you letting me go anyway? Are you my keeper? I have yet to figure this term out. So yes, a month. I have done this and that. No, I have not even really looked for jobs. I have an amount of income that is going to put me free for at least another month, if not two. Why worry then?

I am having a very difficult time though with the concept of having another job such as the past ones I have had. Either way, I could stretch out my “vacation” to close to 6 months. Perhaps I will simply do that. Chill out and collect some knowledge about life to this point.

I find myself returning to old ways in thought process. The freedom of a wandering mind that does not constantly pull to work like magnetic north. It is like someone dug a hole on a river bank that is as quickly filled with water as soon as the soil is removed. This flood of ideas is near overwhelming, but how I have missed the companion.

Well, I am off for some food and some reading time. Hope everyone is doing well.