Not fair.

I keep hearing these things, anf watching cnn, but i cant help but say. Its not fair. Its not  fair a damn unit left me here in hawaii 3 days before we were scheduled to go to Iraq. I mean christ sake, thats why i joined the military 4 years ago, was to go and fight and not just collect a paycheck like some people. Its not fair, and brothers and sisters get a chance to die for there country and die, but i dont. Im an MP in the army, so we retty much do a lot of crap out there. Even though i was scheduled to work in a prsion. I looked forward to it. 1 year of training for it all down the damn drain, because my command dont want me passin out again from heat stroke and heat exhaustion again for like the 8th time. I can see why ,they didnt wan me to go, but geez 3 days before thats like stickin a darn knife in my back making pack all my stuff and sending it over there for nothing. but if i had of gone me and my husband would not be expecting our first child. Yeap we ended up getting pregnant a month and a half AFTER they left for Iraq. I just feel sometime  like its not fair they got to go but i was told not too. Then the darn bastards say your getting a medical board. Great i only got less than a year left and now they want to kick me out on medical what another stab in the back. I just dont think its not fair. I WANT TO BE OVER THERE IN THE SAND. but cant 🙁