school – friends

going to school everyday is so tiring, especially when you don’t even have friends there! sitting in class while watching everyone else have fun with their friends actually hurt so much. i don’t know how to make friends either since i’m really bad at being social due to anxiety. the only friends i had got switched to another class, which left me all alone. how am i supposed to get to the end of this semester being alone? to make this worse, the girls in my class also bully me. i hear they whisper and laugh at me all the time, they keep pointing at me too. these girls used to be my friends, but when they started leaving me out of everything, ignoring me and shit talking me, it ended. this just makes this so much more tiring then school already is