It’s All in The Choices You Make…

So… My sister in law is pregnant like I’ve said 2 entries ago. The guy she is with is her daughter’s dad’s brother. So basically the child she is pregnant with right now will not only be her child’s sibling but also cousin! The guy is a LOSER with a capital "L" not kidding. He wants her to get an abortion. She doesn’t want to do that because she had 1 already about 5 years ago and she regrets it. So I was talking to her yesterday cause she was over the day before to ask if we found $20 laying around cause she can’t find hers. Then she tells me her wallet was in her car the whole time she was at our house so I told her that it wouldn’t be here then if her wallet/purse was in the car the whole time. Anyways so she thinks that Justin took it (that’s the kid’s dad that she is pregnant with now) so after work I dropped off the bassinet we had that used to be Madison’s and gave her $20. She asked to borrow it but I know that we won’t see it again. She still owe’s us $220 from when we turned her electric on. Anyways so we are there talking and she just keeps saying that God is probably laughing at her. It has NOTHING to do with God but the choices you make in life! I grew up with a rough lifestyle and saw everything going on and realized that I didn’t want to be like that. Paul has a rough lifestyle and he turned out fine. You just have to learn from your mistakes and try not to make them again. She keeps making the same mistakes over and over again and keeps going after guys who are losers. Same thing with my mother in law, they just don’t learn. It’s not anyone’s fault but your own and it’s hard for us because we end up being the ones to bail everyone out. My sister in law has a child and is about to have another one and she can’t not have her bills paid. I guess she doesn’t have insurance on her car right now!

We just had to pay $200 to fix Paul’s car and then $150 to fix his grandma’s cause she is struggling right now as well. Apparently my mother in law is going to pay is back (her and dipshit) but I will literally SHIT MY PANTS if that happens. You know SHE should be the one taking care of her mom and paying for the things she needs. We are the grandkids, how are we taking care of everyone? Not that I mind cause his grandparents helped him out all of his life cause of course his mom has needed help all of his life (and still does)

How are WE the ONLY RESPONSIBLE ONES?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Still hoping to go on vacation next year, but it’s hard to get ahead lately. Been picking up hours at work lately but went for an interview on Monday for a full time job. I don’t think I will get it but at least it’s a start!