Gone Forever

I found out Wednesday that Josh, (my first puppy love, the one who put me through a lot of stuff good and bad) passed away and he was 23. I was on my way to Iowa when I found out so I went to see his family on Thursday, what timing huh that I was able to do that??? I went numb when my sister told me… He had 2 little boys ages 3 and the other one turns 1 this month (I think on the 25th) My sisters are at his viewing right now and the services are tomorrow. I could have been there but it would have been too hard for me and I still don’t want to believe it. They said that the funeral people did a horrible job on him and that you can see his makeup and that his hands look old. I wonder if he knew how in love with him I was??? I know he is in a better place but it still doesn’t make things any easier… RIP JOSHUA DANIEL SERVANTEZ… you will be VERY MUCH MISSED 🙁