Goal Planning

So I have been talking to Paul and we are really going to crack down and start saving some damn money!!! It helps a little that I started working part time at my old job but it sucks ASS to try to find someone to watch Madison so we can both work. His Step-mom drives just about an hour for us to watch Madison. I don’t want to put her in daycare cause she’s not old enough to talk and let us know what is going on and Paul’s mom is an ass and is still wrapped up in her LOOSER boyfriend, he is SUCH A WASTE!!!

We have been talking a little about going on vacation and I can’t help but tell people about it that we are wanting to go to…. HAWAII  yes I know it would be expensive for the 3 of us but when I talked to a travel agent today she said for Paul and I and a hotel and car it would be 2,500 so just add another plane ticket onto that for Madison and we are set (course we would have to have money for food and what not so it will probably be more like 5,000) but we are closer right now to going on a vacation than we are to buying a house. I saw this really nice 4 bedroom place on a great part of town and it was going for cheap considering what area it’s in and I’m sure by the time we are ready it will be gone and we for sure won’t be able to build one… I told Paul a vacation first would be nice before having to deal with the stress of buying a house cause who knows how long it will be before we can go on a vacation like that again… so the plan is…. Pay off his car first and then put money away from my checks (the little that I get but hey I have a job so I’m Thankful) and go from there. We wrote a note on the closet to not spend money on the little stuff and put it away for our vacation to Hawaii…. who know’s if we will get there but it’s a nice goal and with taxes coming up we can hopefully save that and not touch it… guess we will see but it’s still hard to not tell people about what we are planning…

p.s. So Madison got sick yesterday like throwing up, could not keep even water down and a friend of mine went and got me some crackers from the store, anyways my mother-in -law lives 5 minutes away and the same distance to the store… dumb me thought she might come over to help me out with Madison but she just gave me advice on what to do THEN asks if I have any pedialite (sp?) and I told her no and she said I should get it sometime… um HELLO  YOUR GRAND-DAUGHTER WAS SICK, MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE STORE FOR ME AND GOTTEN SOME SHE REALLY NEEDS TO GET HER HEAD OUTTA ANDY’S ASS (that asshole is SOOOOOOOOOOOO controlling and I swear if he keeps pushing my buttons and telling me what I should do he’s gonna go too far and I’m gonna tell him where to go) I wish I could kick that man in his small nuts (if he has any)

p.s.s-> So Paul’s mom called later to check on Madison and she called my cell phone twice and the house phone once and I didn’t answer… I’m such a bitch but you know I was SO pissed at her I had nothing to say to her and why should I tell her how Madison is doing??? Haven’t herd from her since Thursday (when Madison got sick) maybe she’s been working late again…or I wonder if she knows I’m pissed?, ah who cares it will blow over eventually. I’m not as close to her as I was before and don’t want to call her mom anymore or tell her that I love her…