Annoyed

I don’t know what my deal is but I’m annoyed at everything. I know that his family stresses me out and they aren’t really doing anything… I think having my mother in law here is great BUT no privacy really and I have to watch what I say!

We were supposed to have Thanksgiving here at my house but my husband’s grandpa is worried about the stairs. We said that we would help him up (there are 3 people who are capable of it) and we also said we would build a ramp but I guess that-that’s not good enough and I’m kind of annoyed at that. I don’t really feel comfortable going there all by myself with his family and my house is bigger than the apartment place that they live in. I have a bigger table and everything and I was planning on it. Oh well I guess…

My husband has a new leave date since his was cancelled! He was supposed to be coming home on Tuesday 🙁  makes me sad now that I have to wait a long time again… Ugh that’s Army life for ya!

I went overboard on getting gifts for our daughter. I want to make sure she has the best stuff and we got her this cool dollhouse from Target but now I have to get the pieces for it. Might make her wait though to open some gifts till her daddy comes home, but she’ll get the dollhouse cause that came from Santa

I have to stop shopping but I really can’t help it, I think I’m addicted… maybe it will be better when Christmas is over but there’s a couple things I want to look at- at Walmart for her. I think I’m done shopping at Target there was just the stuff for her dollhouse left and a game I wanted to get her. Most of the presents under the tree are her’s, there’s probably like 5-10 so nothing too terrible!

I wish my weight would just stay low… I should be happy with where I’m at but I’m not and want to see if I can get lower. I’m about 5’2/5’3 and 114 pounds. Sounds not bad huh? Well 110 would be good for me now and I think I really just need to tone up, especially with having our daughter I still feel flabby but have no motivation to workout hummm what’s wrong with this picture?  I wish I looked like Jennifer Aniston she’s gorgeous!!! I think she has it all, wish I photographed well… UGH and she’s got a great body, that’s how I want to look…. her and Kendra both… they can afford trainers though and I know Jennifer Aniston does yoga so maybe I need to try that (or was it pilates)

Anyways I think I’m done ranting for now…