09/20/2010

I’m feeling kind of crabby today! I got to work yesterday and there were a bunch of notes left up for us like you HAVE to follow the menu schedule, and some other stuff, They have gotten crabbier cause we have a girl out right now cause she had back surgery and she was our main morning girl.

I’m annoyed with facebook right now. No one ever comments on stuff or says much to me, maybe I should stay off for a week and then come back and see if something interesting happened. I post photography stuff on my fanpage though but I could still not log on for a week then come back and post a lot of pictures. I think I might try that, people are annoying I feel like deleting the whole thing and see what happens but then I don’t want to loose my fanpage so that’s why I haven’t so far…

The whole photography thing is shitty too, people ask me about it then never follow through with it. Plus I feel as though my technique is the same shit over and over again, I’m kinda annoyed with myself I guess right now too as well as other people. No one ever comments on my photos either so in a way why bother posting shit if no one is interested??? It’s so damn annoying… plus there’s another girl who does nice work too and she get’s lots of comments, what the hell am I doing wrong? Why do I suck so damn bad???

We went to the state fair a couple weeks ago and that went alright, saw my mother in law and "THE CRIMINAL" and we just stayed clear of him and I actually got to talk to her a little. She doesn’t text a whole lot but she does anyways. She’s too wrapped up in my sister-in-law. I think everyone is, she get’s to go out and party and do whatever but my husband and I have a hard time finding a sitter, it’s like pulling teeth it seems like. I wish I had family in this town, it would help A LOT!!! We actually need a sitter for a ligitimate reason too, FOR WORK , why is that so damn hard???

As of tomorrow I will be a military wife again   I hope he won’t have to leave 🙁  I would be all alone in this small/shitty town
I need to just not talk to anyone and keep to myself…

if you care here is the facebook fan page, it would be nice to get more fans and have more comments, could use the boost right now:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Kuusisto-Photography/321911791897