5/9/2020
My new shampooer came in today and I am too excited because I will actually be saving money in the long run and I will never have rent another carpet shampooer again…. I am going to start my deep cleaning on Monday after I get back from my appointment with my orthopedic specialist or I might wait till Tuesday to start my deep cleaning…. I can’t to find out what the orthopedic specialist has to say and what kind of treatment he is going to recommend for me…. Hopefully I can get something for the pain…. I am tired of living in pain everyday of my life…. I am ready for some kind of help with my back, my legs, and my carpal tunnel…. I hope that I never have to go back to a chiropractor because the last chiropractor that I went to messed my back up even more…. I think that I am going to clean the living room carpet with the shampooer and then I can say that the living room carpet is clean…. My new wedding band set came in yesterday and I am too happy with my new wedding bad set…. I am just happy that I am able to clean my carpet on a regular basis instead of renting or borrowing one every time that I need to clean my carpets…. I have already cleaned two rooms and both of the hallways in my house…. All I have to do now is clean my bedroom and my bedroom carpet…. I think that I have already started the deep cleaning because I am determined to get this house clean by next Saturday fo Bobby’s birthday party…. I really want to get this house deep cleaned…. Tuesday I am going to clean my bedroom and clean my carpet in my bedroom…. I am going to rest for the rest of the weekend and Monday…. I am glad to be going back to church tomorrow even though the services will be at the new property and we have to sit in our vehicles…. I wish that I could go see my mom tomorrow but I don’t think that she is going to be home…. I am going to do nothing tomorrow because tomorrow is Mother’s Day and I am hoping that Bobby makes those steaks that I bought on the 2nd of the month…. Bobby just had me order food for all of us so I don’t have to cook this evening…. I am still in pain and I just wish that my back pain and my leg pain would let up already…. I just want my life back to normal…. I am just ready to go to sleep on my heating pad because my back is still hurting and now my hips are still hurting…. I am in excruciating pain all the time and I am getting sick of it…. I don’t think that I will be able t go back to work because I am always in pain and I wouldn’t be able to stand for long periods of a time…. I am in need of serious prayers at this time…. I have to find something to wear for tomorrow for church…. I might need surgery on my knees, my back, or even my wrists…. Who knows until I see the orthopedic specialist and go through 6 weeks of therapy???? Hopefully I can get some answers on Monday about why I am always in pain…. I tried stretching my legs out and sharp pains shot through my legs…. I am afraid that I am going to end up crippled for the rest of my life…. I am living a miserable life because I am always in pain…. I just want to be normal again but I don’t think that is ever going to happen again…. I know regret ever playing sports in high school because now I am living in pain for the rest of my life…. I also regret getting an epidural whenever I was in labor with my daughter because epidurals causes permanent back pain…. I am glad that my neurologist Dr. Popa prescribed me imitrex for my migraines…. Imitrex has really been helping my migraines…. I tried to login into my old account that I created a long time ago but I couldn’t remember my email address or my password…. <- What a shame too because I made that Open Diary whenever I was pregnant with my first child Hunter Lee…. Dr. Zinzuwadia wants me to keep a record of my blood pressure and heart rate…. I have an appointment with Dr. Zinzuwadia on June 9th for a follow up appointment…. I really don’t want to go to that appointment to see Dr. Zinzuwadia I would rather see my regular physician Angela Presley…. I am about ready for bed and I really need to get some sleep because I have church in the morning…..