11/8/2020

Maybe I got my hopes up a little too high about William (Hunter’s daddy)…. Because now he won’t answer my phone calls or my text messages…. It’s okay because I can move on and find someone better…. I had a gut feeling that it was too good to be true especially when William just all of a sudden wanted to talk about us getting back together and us getting married…. <- Just like in the past so now I guess that I am a little heart broken but in the end I will be okay…. Bobby hasn’t been paying any “attention” to me  so I broke things off with him and I need someone to pay attention to me…. I am just going to keep moving forward with my divorce and I should be getting my divorce court hearing date in the mail any day this week…. I got tested Friday for covid-19 and I am awaiting the results from it…. I pray that I don’t have covid-19 because that means that I will have to be out of work even longer than now…. I have already had to miss two days of work just waiting on the results from the covid-19 test…. I really just want to go back to work because I really need to be making the money so I can save it up for Christmas…. I hope that it’s not the covid-19 and it’s just the common cold…. Once again I am on that single train and I guess that I am going to be riding the single train for awhile because I just need to focus on me and my kids…. I am not quite ready for another relationship it might be awhile yet before I am ready for another relationship…. I am going to focus on things that I really need to focus on and not worry about getting into any relationships for awhile…. I just need time to myself before I can even consider thinking about a relationship…. I want to be able to have enough money saved up for me and my kids before letting another man into our lives…. My kids are my number one priority and no man is going to come between me and my kids…. I am so ready to focus on my job and my kids…. It has been awhile since I have rode the single train…. I miswell get used to riding the single train for awhile…. I am tired of always giving my heart to the wrong guy just to get it broken time after time…. Maybe one of these days I will meet the right guy and they will just sweep me off of my feet and then some…. Until that day comes I am going to stay single….