11/4/2020 cont’d

Today has been one of those days for me and I just don’t want to be bothered…. I have more housework to do tomorrow…. I have kinda took it easy today because I have had one of my bad migraines today…. I just wish that I could disappear for a few days and turn my phone off…. I need a vacation and I need one soon because I am beyond mentally exhausted…. Sunday I go back to work at JC Penney’s and then be back JC Penney’s on Monday evening to finish counting the store…. Then off Tuesday back to work on Wednesday at Spirit Halloween in Charleston then off Thursday and the on Friday I have to work at Spirit Halloween in Beckley…. I can’t wait to see my paycheck come Thursday…. I am going to enjoy my days off the rest of this week and how ever many days I have off next week…. I have a new iPhone coming from AT&T this week coming anywhere from the 12th to the 19th…. Hopefully it will be here sooner because I really need a new phone…. I am ready to give up but I can’t because my three kids needs their momma…. Friday I am going to be doing some doordashing so I can have some extra money just until I get paid on Thursday…. I am going to have to call FMRS tomorrow and see if I can get an appointment with my counselor because I really need to talk to about everything that is going on…. I just wish that I had someone to talk to about what’s going on with me…. I guess when I get back to Tennessee I will actually have people to talk to and I won’t be so lonely…. It seems like that there is nothing for me here in WV anymore and on the plus side my job is completely transferable…. I am ready to move back to Tennessee where I know that I will be happy and I know that I will be surrounded by people who actually care about me…. I can’t wait for Friday to get here so I can actually text William and tell him how much I miss him and how much that I love him…. I wish that I could be in Tennessee right about now so I could be at William’s house patiently waiting for him to get home from work on Friday…. I actually really miss William and I can’t wait to be back in his arms…. When I see William again I am literally going to run and jump into his arms and give him the biggest hug and the best kiss ever…. Me and William has been talking about getting married and honestly I think that I am going to marry him because he is the only one that I have ever truly loved…. Me and William has been talking and we both agreed that we wanted to be together again…. Honestly I am beyond ready to be back with William and I can’t wait to be back in Tennessee…. I am going to get my job transferred and still be able to work and my kids will be enrolled in the schools in Grainger County…. I know that me and my kids are going to be much happier in Tennessee and also me and William will be raising Hunter, Jon David, and Amber together…. I just want to be back in Tennessee where I know I truly belong…. I am ready to pack mine and the kids stuff send William a text and tell him that we are on or way to Tennessee and I can’t wait to see him on Friday evening….