5/25/2022

It’s good to be back on here…. I have had a lot going on with my life here lately…. As some of y’all may know but Jeremy and I are seeing each other again…. <- I am actually happy that Jeremy and I are seeing each other again…. I now have a job at Taco Bell and I got hired yesterday…. <- All I am waiting for is the manager to call me with my schedule…. I am still working towards finishing my GED…. Now that I have a job I will be able to start doing things that I want to do other than staying at home on nice days…. June 4th I have a birthday party to go to in Madison my kids are excited to be going to their cousin’s birthday party…. I am looking forward to being able to get back into the work field…. My kids will be going to the scout’s again this year and they are excited…. Hopefully tomorrow I will get to see Jeremy…. Honestly I miss dating Jeremy and right now I think that we are testing the waters to see if we can be a couple again…. <- I sure hope that we can be a couple again because I miss him so much…. I am ready for us to be a couple again…. It has been a month since we have started talking and seeing each other again and that was back on April 18th and April 20th is when we seen each other again for the first time in about 7 months…. 

Honestly I don’t know if I should tell Jeremy that I still love him or would it be too soon or even worse would I scare him away…. If we do decide to go back into a relationship I know one thing and that is we take things slower this time, more communication, no more of this lack of communication, and be honest about everything no matter what…. I know that one is for sure is that I still love Jeremy and I have NEVER stopped loving him and I have NEVER stopped caring for Jeremy…. He stays on my mind 24/7 and he has NEVER left my mind even though we have been broken up for a while now…. Yes he broke my heart but I NEVER once had any hatred toward him…. <- He explained his reason why he ended our relationship and he asked me to forgive him and I did…. Right now Jeremy and I both are in unfortunate situations and we are working to get out of those situations…. 

PLEASE NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS!!!! THANK YOU!