1/1/2022

It is the New Year and the day has been NOTHING but a bad day for me…. As I was going out the door to go get my coffee Bobby was coming out the door behind me yelling at me so I finally turned around and said what the f**k do you want now Bobby…. <- He looked at and said “you’ll pay for what you just said to me b***h” I turned around and walked back in the house and asked him what he meant by that and he said you know what I mean b***h…. As the whole time I was gone to get my coffee and breakfast for us I was thinking how I was going to make him pay…. When I got back and walked in the house he looked at me and asked me what my problem was and I looked directly at him and said you my f***ing problem…. <- I am fed up with the way that he treats me…. My stepmom has checked on me all day because I have been physically sick at my stomach because of the fighting and arguing that has been going on for sometime now between me and Bobby and my body finally said forget you I am going to make you sick to your stomach…. <- This is NO way to start a New Year and this is NO way for a woman to live…. I have done NOTHING but take care of his lazy ass for the past 3 1/2 years and he does NOTHING but sit on his ass all weekend from Friday evening whenever he gets off of work until sometime Sunday night when goes to bed for work…. <- He does NOTHING to help me around the house and then expects me to set my alarm on my phone for him to get up for work Monday thru Friday…. Things NEEDS to change or he will be out on his ass and living back down at his dad’s house in Naoma…. Another bad year for me and it is ONLY going to get worse unless I make some drastic changes and I am going to start by getting rid of Bobby’s lazy ass because I don’t NEED a man who is going to break me down even more mentally and I definitely don’t NEED a man who doesn’t want to be with me in any way…. Monday I guess it is back to me cleaning this house and trying to get the laundry caught back up all by myself because my kids goes back to school Monday morning…. The license plate sticker is dead on my Ford Fusion and I can’t get it renewed until the end of January…. My back is slowly healing up and I am still limited to what I can do with my back being injured…. I am really ready to move on with my life and finish raising my 3 kids by myself…. <- I don’t want a man who is going to break me down mentally worse than what I am already and I don’t want a man who doesn’t want to help around the house…. Bobby has been b****ing at me since last week because I haven’t really been able to do any of my regular housework and he is b****ing because he NEEDS his work clothes to be washed right then and there…. <- I finally told him the other day that it ain’t going to kill him to get off his ass and load the washer and dryer so he can have work clothes…. I have also told him that he NEEDS to learn to help keep the house clean that it ain’t going to kill him to help me…. <- How dare he b***h at me for NOT jumping up every single time that he wants me to do something for him…. I took my wedding bands off earlier today and I seriously doubt that I am ever going to put them back on as long as I am married to Bobby Gray…. Bobby is about to realize that is getting ready to lose a good woman who has taken care of him for the past 3 1/2 years and made sure that he has held down his job at Beckley Public Works – Street Department…. If it wasn’t me he would have already gotten fired the first time that he got wrote up for something that he could’ve completely avoided doing….