Smiling

I am in a surprisingly good mood today. I woke up at 6:30 this morning, which is the time I was supposed to already be at my desk!! The phone is right next to my bed so I called work before I even got up. I did my best I-didn’t-just-wake-up-two-seconds-ago voice, and I think it worked. Not that it would have really mattered, though…my boss is super cool. I’m very grateful that I have to work this week. It is helping to pass the day and keep my mind off of Boyfriend.

Don’t worry, I won’t be stuck on the same topic today. Actually, I don’t think I really have a topic. I’ve just got so many thoughts going through my head from the fight that I needed a break. So I came to OD and found my escape. I love being able to read everyone’s entries and leave my two (sometimes three) cents. Then I realized what a pathetic codependent I’ve portrayed myself as so I felt the need to post a slightly more upbeat entry.

All in all I’m still walking around in a state of confusion, but I see a light at the end of the tunnel. No matter how this all works out I know it will be for the best. I feel good knowing I have so many aspects to my life. I’ve been looking into going back to school part time and getting more involved in my community. I’m currently working on two entertainment projects…trying to see which one I’ll actually be able to get off the ground. All in all I have a pretty good life and I need to keep looking at that side.