Random rant of rantiness

I just yelled ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?! so loud that someone walking on the sidewalk wondered aloud who was freaking out. In my head, my outburst was entirely justified.

I was digging through my shelf of VHS tapes today and came upon a tape that said "Fiset ’99 Montreal" My aunt used to tape hockey games all the time, though for the life of me I can’t remember why. I rarely go back and watch old ones. But since this specifically had my man’s name on the label I popped it in. And I’m trying desperately to figure out why my aunt would want me to watch this. HE JUST LET IN THE 8TH GOAL OF THE GAME!!! Seriously Barb? Seriously? That’s what you felt I’d be interested in watching?! I’ll admit, I love all the close-ups of his hotness… but still. Totally doesn’t justify going through heartache to the power of 8. Bah.

I am woefully behind on faves (and updates). That seems to be my style of late. My damn powercord is frayed so getting my laptop to turn on (and stay on) is a real challenge so almost everything I do these days is on my phone. Thank Oz for Apple.

There are so many entries I’ve had in my head. The relationship I have with my mom, thoughts on modern society and our robot envy, theories on God (or the Universe… "god" is far too religious a term) and the evolution of my personal art. Maybe the birth of it would be more accurate? I don’t know.

Once again! My mind is scattered. Way too much stuff that I’m trying to cram into one painfully short lifespan. Damn you, ADD! I wonder if that’s just a manifestation of my commitmentphobia? Hmmmmmmm, interesting thought.

Okay, must get back to work so I can get shiz done before meeting up with an OD friend for dinner. He’s gonna be OD-turned-IRL friend number 7! Holy crap!

Sorry for such a short, spazzy entry.

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March 19, 2010

Sometimes you have to just let it all out. lol.

March 19, 2010

I don’t really see this as a rant so much as asking if the universe is really playing a joke on you. The answer is probably yes 😉

that’s ok…strangely enough sometimes reading someone else’s spazzy-ness nervous energy…strangely settles me down and calms me a little. so thanks for that. : ) try not to watch too much hockey until it’s for real ; ) take care of yourself.

March 19, 2010

I love it when OD friends become IRL friends! BTW, you’ll have to let me know when you’re out this way again, we’ll definitely meet up. 🙂 <3

March 19, 2010

It’s terrible to watch our heroes fall.

March 19, 2010

spazzy, maybe. but nonetheless entertaining. 🙂 also, its good to hear from you. 🙂 – noah

March 19, 2010

well it was good to hear from you, not matter how short and spazzy 🙂 <3 <3

Whoa you’ve had a lot of OD real-life meetings! Awesome 🙂 You’re still my only 😉 lol. If you ever get a chance to write out thoughts, either here or in email, I’d like to hear what’s been on your mind 🙂

March 19, 2010

I just like hearing from you 🙂 *hugs*

Glad to read your non rant rant. Hope the OD mtg went well. Big hugs to u.

March 20, 2010
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March 28, 2010

my lappy doesn’t turn on because of my power cord either! new one in the mail though. woot

April 8, 2010

I’m gonna try and write something intelligent about something one of these days. Mostly I just write about my day and the current boy with whom I’m obsessed. sigh