I’m Drunk!

Okay so the title to my entry isn’t quite true, but I wanted to be last night! I didn’t buy one drink, though. Are you proud of me? Actually, I did buy a couple of drinks but none of them were for me.

Mooskers and I played the longest game of darts in the history of the PLANET! Neither of us were able to aim last night so we just kept throwing in the general direction of the board hoping it would hit what we needed. It was nice having the four girls together again. The night ended in major drama w/ Carmelli, but I’m still glad that she managed to go with us. It wouldn’t have been the same without her. I’m going to miss GlitterSmurf. It really and truly felt as if no time had passed at all. When she went to get out of the car I totally forgot about the fact that she doesn’t live right around the corner and that I won’t be seeing her again for who knows how long. I miss those girls. It felt like Sex and the City…the four girls together talking about life and love. I’ve never had friends like these and I suspect I never will again. Okay, I’m getting all depressed at the thought that last night is over. New subject…

My eating was decent yesterday. Its been better, but it was decent. I again wrote down everything that I ate. That is an important step for me because it holds me accountable. We went to Taco Bell for dinner and I got a 7-layer burrito because I wanted to be sure I’d have something that I could find the nutritional info for. I am vegetarian so when I go I usually tweak the menu, but I don’t have a way of calculating the Weight Watchers points on what it is I order. I had no idea the 7-Layer was vegetarian, but I’m glad I learned. It was pretty good. And in case anyone is wondering, it is 7 points. I was going to get a Mountain Dew Code Red, but I ended up with a Diet Pepsi (0 points) because I wasn’t interested in wasting points on soda. I had four sips of alcohol last night (one from Mooskers, one from Carmelli and two from GlitterSmurf), but I don’t have the exact points for it. I guestimated at a total of 4 points for the drinks. It feels good getting back with the program. I hadn’t realized how crappy I felt not being held accountable for what I ate. There is a huge motivation to eat right when I know that what goes in my mouth will be converted to text, and it feels really good to look at my food log and see my success.

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June 3, 2004

Oh, this makes me miss you all so much 🙁 Hugs to everyone. xxoo,

June 3, 2004

I saw that you left me a note MPD is multiple personality disorder.

hey there im glad u ahd a great time with ur friends last night:) also great job on ur food intake and staying motivated. keep it up!

June 3, 2004

ryn: He’s justified because he was right about the things I do wrong. I did bitch at him too much for reasons that were petty. But the way he said the things he did was not right at all. I’m very proud that you didn’t have one drink! I know I wouldn’t be able to hold myself back. Takes a lot of willpower. Congrats!

I understand how Weight Watchers works, and the flexibility afforded by it, but I would still avoid Fast Food like the plague. Not only is it the WORST food you could possibly eat, I am not even sure that it is food at all! I think you made the right choice not having the soda. Soda is the BIGGEST waste of calories ever! Good decision making there!

I like that MD: code red stuff. I thought i was the only weirdo that liked it 🙂 no, not the points!!! my mom and my sis are both on that diet, and so they wrote in marker the point value of a serving on EVERY box in the pantry!!! And since they shop and cook usually, that has imposed kind of a diet on me. 🙂 Well, anyway, good luck! Just keep watchin the points, and you’ll do great!

June 3, 2004

i used to love playing darts! i just haven’t done it in forever.

June 3, 2004

ryn: yeah, I can totally post that list…i’ll do it later today. have a good one!

Sounds like you had a good time, I’m glad you did.

June 3, 2004

Thanks for the note you left on my diary! My parents are also on Weight Watchers; even though they already lost the weight, they are still on it. You probably know that it’s a lifestyle change program. It’s definitely a good program because it allows you to have what you want, but just to watch the portions. I could go on and on about this sort of thing, but notes have little room. 😛

June 4, 2004

wouldn’t that be great if taco bell sold beer…. awsome….

Thanks for taking me out the other night. I had alot of fun. I miss all of you so much and wish that we all lived closer. It was nice to go out with real friends and just hang. I’ll miss you guys. I love you….

I am kinda a vegetarian too. You have been added to my SFO album again. I also posted a recent pic on my diary, it is like from very recent. Okay maybe yesterday. Your note .. just the thought of making love with you (even though we have never met) is a very stimulating thought. I think I will be the one scampering away soon to go and do some wanking. *blushes .. but would show you if you asked*.