workout: Ruby Tuesday

so. tuesday. it finds me in a funk. i was just so down yesterday. not sure what’s up. maybe the weather? i hate winter. i was enjoying my jogs and now it’s too damn cold.

last night in class, the trainer seemed impressed with me (he worked with each of us individually b/c we had an uneven class) and i texted a bit with him today 🙂 his compliments were great to hear. i never get one-on-one time with him so it’s nice to get some attention and show him a bit of what i can do. i was a little messed up and kept saying "DAMNIT!!!" so everyone started calling me damnit after the trainer commented on it. LOL. usually i follow up with a "mother fucker!" but he didn’t get that treat…one of the other girls is called Hostile and another is Meow. i guess i get to be Damnit.

have i talked about my bladder lately? the Ditropan XL was MADE for me. i haven’t had a UTI since sept/aug, i think. it FUCKING ROCKS. it won’t work for everyone b/c there are certain reasons why the pill is working for me but holy crap. i’m so happy. it’s not perfect and i still have to pee a lot when i’m nervous and i still have days where i pee a lot but it’s been frickin amazing. ican go to the grocery store without having to go pee while we’re there (about a 20 min drive there, an hour to shop, 20 min home)! do you know how fricking great that is? 

so why the funk??? wtf, me? get a life! get happy.

saturday, i’m going out with some friends 🙂 eating lunch and i don’t know what else. i hope i like something at spaghetti eddie’s bc i don’t like italian food. is it italian?? i eat spaghetti like once a month and don’t really like pasta. i do like spaghetti with meatballs so i can get that if that’s what they offer, i guess. when i pick, i pick chinese mmmmm. i’m hoping maybe we’ll hit the mall or something too. we’ll see. i want to get dennis a wallet if i see a nice one. i got him undies, a shirt, lounging pants, a blanket, 2 books so far. i wouldn’t mind getting him another fight shirt. sawyer wants to get him something too but we didn’t find anything i wanted to pay for at the drugstore. too $$$. haha he stopped to look at ninja turtle and spiderman cards though. yeah, daddy doesn’t need a birthday card…

workout Monday: 1 hr 15 min also the walk there and back. also 2k walk pushing buggy in snow

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