one of those days….weeks…

i’m just having one of those days. maybe it’s one of those weeks LOL. just feeling overwhelmed and exhausted and anxious. i have 8 weeks to go so it’s probably no shock. i still haven’t gained any weight (according to my scale.) i hadn’t gained any at my last appt. the last one was june 27 (and the one before that was 2 weeks before) so no weight gain in 3 weeks. if i was a skinny mama, that prob wouldn’t be a good thing but for me, it’s shocking. i usually gain a ton. there’s still time though so i’m not getting my hopes up. whatever happens happens though, right?

we still have no name. i keep changing my mind. usually dennis is the problem but this time, it’s me. guess he’s getting a taste of his own medicine 😉 we thought we knew but i’m just not certain.

though Beau didn’t sleep through the night last night (i knew he wouldn’t bc he went to preschool yesterday and that kid gets overstimulated or something), he has been doing better since he and sawyer started sharing a room. best $200 we have ever spent was on that bunkbed if he continues to do well.

tomorrow, we’ve planned a beach trip when Dennis gets home from work. saturday, we have a party so we’re dropping the boys off at their aunt’s house, going out to eat and then hitting the party. sunday, Dennis is running a 5k with his sister and then picking up the boys (both in the same town so convenient for him.) i really want Dennis to skip the fight club tonight and do something with us. anything. groceries. i don’t care. i’m feeling a little clingy. i feel bad about that but it’s a fact. he’s been working so much and it just feels like he’s not here at all…i need him here. i can’t take Beau to the club anymore bc it’s just too much trouble and i hurt myself last week when he got away from me during sparring.

both boys are napping (well, sawyer is playing in our room. i don’t care as long as he’s not down here and we all get quiet time.) i wonder if baby 3 will fall into our routine as well at some point? that would be nice…Beau went down no problem today. he was sleepy.

8 weeks to go. that’s nuts!!! it went fast.

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