Looooo-ser *valentines

 *i managed to get him to write SJ on each of the valentines. apparently he’s not too cool to initial them LOL. i also discovered that he recognizes all the kids’ names in his class by sight so he should have very little trouble handing them out. he might mix up some that start with the same letters but he might not if he’s careful.

so i woke up this morning and i’d actually lost like 2.5 pounds (the scale couldn’t decide if it was 2 or 3 so i guess that means 2.5?) then i’m getting dressed and sawyer points at me and says "you have a big belly right there"  i can’t win. and last night, my partner was a 16 year old girl who runs 7 k every day and plays a couple sports. yeah. i felt like a fat old lady. ugh. just ugh. i hate feeling so huge and dumb all the time. stupid fat body. if i could lose some in the middle, at least i wouldn’t look as fat as i do, but i have so much trouble getting shape in that area. and it’s not like we don’t do core work. haha the girl was bitching at me about how i was holding the pads for her so i fed her some heavy knees when it was my turn. hee hee. she wasn’t even keeping count…or wasn’t able to, i should say.

blah.

well, at least i saw a number change. i hope it keeps coming.

STILL waiting on my winter boots and we’re supposed to get snow today. crap. wtf sears? what happened to good service???????apparently they’ve lost theirs.

i’m organizing scrapbooking this month. i need to get on that and call them. i was hoping to stop in and book it tomorrow night when i go there for yoga…or at least get the right number.

sawyer and i have to fill out his valentine’s. he REFUSES to learn to write his name. he’s learning to read/recognize words at school/home but will not write his name. his friends have started writing HIS name on his papers at school. fuck. he’s going to be the only kid who hasn’t written his own name on his valentine’s tomorrow. 🙁 and i know he can do it. that’s the worst part. he just won’t try.

my job still sucks (booooring and kind of a headache) but at least i got paid when they said i would and they gave me more assignments.  my other job doesn’t suck but i had to email them b/c they forgot to pay me (it was the first time ever in like 2 years.)

work out tonight, yoga tomorrow, etc. etc.

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