looks like…

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…i’ll be trying to get a job. my mom’s boss has asked her before what i was doing so i have a chance of getting one there. he just hired a couple girls so he might not have room for me (i’m only really looking for friday, sunday, and maybe monday and i’ll fill in) but we’ll see. i’ve worked for him before and for his BIL. our financial situation is not great, especially with dennis on workshare and off every friday now. there is NO overtime and it sucks. bye bye, stay at home mommying. so unfair–all the other mommies get a year off before they go back to work! (i worked before sawyer was a year old too. that was by choice though.)

i have NO patience today. especially with sawyer. grrrrrrr. he is SUCH a brat when he’s even the slightest bit sick. grrrrrrrrr. dennis is taking them to the doc tonight. not sure if i’m going to cancel yoga and go too or not. beau’s snot is not running clear and he’s coughing a bit so we’ll take him to my doc’s clinic and see what’s up. i just don’t know if i should go or not; my throat feels off so i might call my yoga teacher and see if i can get in her friday morning class (if she still has one.) i already sent a message to a friend who was supposed to come over that day  (i’d prefer another day anyway) and told her we’re sickies. i don’t know though. i really need this class….anyone know how to get rid of a sore throat without antibiotics (the ones i’m on are specifically for bladder infections.)

well. i’m feeling argh. frustrated. pent up. grrrrr. so that’s all. i should be doing some work (freelance) but i’m lazy.

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