Not So Well

Things are not going so well here and I’m not sure what the cause is. It’s probably everything going on added together. Summer is never a good time for me and then add to that my aunt being sick and not working, I guess it’s just too much.

I’ve been having bad dreams on practically a nightly basis. I wake up with a "dream hangover" that has me feeling blah all day. I don’t want to do anything, go anywhere, or even be these days. I can’t really explain it. It’s sort of like being in a daze that you can’t seem to get out of.

Going to the gym is the only thing that has stayed consistent. I wish I had more of a schedule that would force me to do things instead of sitting here being in a daze all the time. Maybe when I get home and go back to work (if they need me) things will be better. I should be home in a little less than 3 weeks.

I don’t know what else to say. I haven’t been up very long even though it’s already 2:30 pm. I’ve been sleeping a lot lately. I’ve been going to bed around 2-3 am and sleeping until around noon. I guess that’s not a lot of sleep but it seems like it is.