Oh what a day it has been
This title should actually be PROCRASTINATIONS, as today was the day that I had to attend to all the things that I have been putting off. My day started with a call from the police station saying that we had until noon to order our new uniform shirts or we would loose the funding. Hell when I left on Friday, we didn’t even know if we had any money. Now suddenly today it had to be before noon. Okay, I took care of my end of the research and then turned it over to someone who will not take any of my advice and do whatever she wants to cause she is the Chief’s Admin Asst. Oh well, I put her in her place when she told me that she had already told me that we had money and until today at noon. The last conversation I had with her was Friday and she was still searching funds. BUll shit don’t try to lie to me when I know better. I can’t stand a liar that is just trying to cover their own arse!
Anyhow after that I made breakfast and was getting ready to sit down and eat when the sattelite company called to offer me a deal that I couldn’t pass up. But my eggs were gonna get cold and I asked the girl to call me back in thirty minutes and she did. I think she was surprised that I answered, but hey I am a person of my word. Besides she offered me a dvr for thirty dollars less than I am paying now and I jumped on it. Then she offered me two months free. Oh yeah!
After that I had lots of calls to make to schedule my physical therapy for my knee. It was finally approved by workers comp and I needed to get things started. They agreed to do my back therapy written by my family doc and bill my health insurance all at the same time. Then it was time to force myself to call the EAP for the counseling that was suggested by my workers comp doc. When I saw him last and became really emotional and told him that I was starting to doubt myself while doing my job, he suggested that maybe I had become burnt out,(yeah duh) and should try to get some help. Well to admit this to anyone other than my close friends, it was hard to do. But today I sucked it up and called to make that appointment. Okay so that starts tomorrow.
And last night after spending the day Christmas shopping and nearly getting everything finished, I came home to find a call from my mortgage broker telling me that he had gotten the approval on refinancing my house. And a 5.5 percent interest I was truly happy. I will then only have one other debt to pay off and I can work at bringing my credit back to where it should be. I had gotten lazy and allowed it to fall off of my usual good score. But now is the time to turn things around. And even if something would come along that I would lose my full time job, I would be able to keep my house working for less money. I would still have to keep two jobs, but for now it is worth it.
So tomorrow morning I will be meeting my niece Tiff at the doctors office to see the doctor about her depression. None of the family know why she is seeing the doctor and I will respect her choice to keep it that way. I know when I finally confronted my depression, I had a really good friend to lean on and help me to accept that I had a problem. I hope she feels that was too. I think it is important. After the appointment I hope we can grab some breakfast and she can go in to work. I have to stop by the local ammo shop and pick up some bullets for my gun cause I am going to take the conceal carry permit class on Saturday and Sunday. Then I can carry a gun when I am out late at night.
Well that is all the happenings for now. I am going to hit the bed early cause I want to get a good start in the morning. We had a light snow dusting this morning and I want to be able to leave early. Hope you all are well and I want to wish everyone peace and Gods blessings this Christmas season. (Sorry, I can’t call it a holiday season. Christ is the reason for the season!)