Angry

It been so long since I have been here but yet when I am not here I miss all the happenings.  My member ship for od plus has expired and I am now back on the freebie thing.  Not sure I like the fact but just haven’t cared to due much about it.

Returned last Saturday from a wonderful 14 day vacation in Florida.  Only thing is, it rained 10 of the 14 days that I was there.  Not just rain, but just down pours that would have challenged a duck to venture out.  But anyday in Fl. with rain is better than a day in Ohio with work on the brain.

Came home to a major internal investigation at the pd where I work.  Can’t talk about it, but hopefully it will be handled properly.  Those that have done wrong should be punished accordingly, and those of us that are not involved should not even be questioned, but it is not up to me.  I have nothing to hide and if someone asked me if I did something wrong I would take my licks.  Needless to say, no licks for me.

Today I was informed by my next door enighbor that an investigator from an insurance company that is handling the defense of my workers comp claim has been lurking around in the shadows.  Asked my good neighbors if i was a good neighbor.  Neighbor said Yes, asked if I cut my own grass.  NEighbor said with a riding lawn mower.  Pissed me off.  I did not chose to be injured by negligent insured person.  But I am, and I will continue to persue it.  Just really makes me feel uneasy that someone is snooping around asking questions.

I have no restrictions from workers comp doc.  If I cut my grass with a pair of scissors is my business and no one elses.  I did not chose to be injured, have further complications or have loss of my vision.  GIve me a break  I do not need to be under a microscope.

Anyhow, sorry for the brief to the point entry, but it make me angry. 

I am getting ready to start a week of midnites.  Maybe I can get a chance to catch up and be a better od’r.  Hope so.  I thing of you all often and feel like all my family is busy and I don’t keep up.  But I think of you all and hope you are all doing well.  Someday hopefully I will get back to being better at this than I am now.  Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.  I am all to the showers and will see you soon.  God BLess.