fuck my life

I am unbelievably mad right now
joe asked me out again Thursday, I asked ti think about it. I have been thinking about it was going to say yes today. So today comes and what happens. His ex girlfriend starts blowing up my phone saying how i’m a slut and he used me and no one wants my nasty ass and all of this complete bullshit. So instead of him comming to talk to me about it all, he has no gas because he drove his bitch of an ex friend around every where she wants so he couldn’t come talk to me. and god forbid he talk on the phone.

so i got fed up. I told him to go with her. she still likes him (and her other 8 recent ex bfs and her current bf too) and he spends all of his time with her. so go with her. he said "wow" and "im so sorry" and that’s it.

And I cried. because I decided i liked him. it’s been 5 months since he asked me out the first time and i said no. it was the day after i broke up with my ex bf and i wasn’t ready for a relationship. now i was going to say yes, but not any more.

a mutual friend says he doesn’t think joe wants the girl. i said he doesn’t act like he wants me either

now the mutual friend is being a dick.

I’ve decided to change my number and not let any of them know my new number. (or block them all!) they’re all fucking crazy. it’s the mutual friends fault anyway probably. he’s my ex. fuckin exs.

I really should jus fucking give up on guys. they all either lie, cheat, hit, play, threaten, or disfunction. and I’m fucking sick of it. fucking sick of it! the next bastard to hit me i’m gonna hit back twice as hard. the next one to lie will regret it. the next one to cheat will be dropped immediately. the next one to threatened will have a pfa against him. the next one who disfunctions is straight up being dumped.

mother fucking bitccccccccccch

fuck my life