8/30/06

So, I’m at college. It’s pretty cool. Classes start tomorrow. I’m not ready. I haven’t been too depressed since I’ve gotten here. I miss my dog. and kevin. and the rest of my friends.
i’ve made friends, suazanne, tristian, lauren, kristen, lauren, erica, noah, and others. I still feel out of the place alot. I haven’t made a ton of friends and I get lonely. Pravin and I have been talking more now. We’re in the same dorm, just different towers. He’s cool.
I meet a nice boy today, we have two classes together. he’s into politics and hold a position on his towns council.

i have this horrible thing where i can manage to get into a state of depression out of nowhere and if anyone ever calls me emo i’m gonna pop em a good one to the face or chest some people are like that to get attention, some are chemically like that. i’m in the second category.  i’m glad to have music right now though, that always makes me happier.   it was weird, I was fine being away from my family and all and now it’s all like whoa not too happy. who knows. I don’t have anything to do right now so maybe i’ll write somemore. or maybe i’ll call pat. maybe i’ll just pull some hair out.

i don’t know what to write about so i’m leaving. later.