6/17/04

hi all….well report cards were mailed today, it’s three days to fathers day, two days ago i saw Antero….

well, sunday i went to see a movie at the dollar theater but the whole place was full, so ashley and i walked all the way around the outside of the mall lol, monday we were gonna go swimming, but we went to the mall instead and walked around forever, i saw ashley benidict and astemborski there, tuesday, i just chilled around the house, and then went to dinner, and saw my Antero! 🙂 yesterday i went to a seawolves game, saw travis and caitlyn there, and of course Dan because he’s the mascot and Dave the cop because he works there too! i won some free tickets to a game, and this bag full of stuff from the mall, it was pretty fun. Today i’ve just been working around the house, trying to read chap 1 for Organic Chem which starts next monday…..I slept in till like 10:15 amazingly, and spent like half of the time dreaming about Antero! so funny, i declared to myself i wouldn’t like anyone, and now look at me.   but it’s like a joint thing, because he likes me and i like him, so its better than having just like a crush on someone, ya know? silly me, i keep telling myself i’m only going to get hurt, but thats like my brain and my soul or whatever is like “GIRL! he like U! u like HIM! don’t EVEN think about backing out of this!” ya know? lol   

****day dreams….***wow, he’s so cute, and wonderful, and nice, and sweet, and gentel***

i think i need a brick tied to my feet because i’m floating in the air….

🙂

it feels good to smile