5/28/04
well, afte feeling extremely shitty all day about the email i sent my dad i called him when i got home from school…kindda appologized, told him we were acting like gay lil retarded 5 year olds, and he said when aren’t we….we talked it out so i think it’s better now….
now really good news
i saw Antero tonight, he’s only 20! wootz! i’m so happy. well i decided i should give him my number because it sucks only seeing him once a week, so i went over to give it to him, and he took my hand…:) sorry, helpless romantic..but he’s SO darn CUTE! Like I can’t wait for him to call….omg he’s not like any other guy…oh man……i think my soilder protecting my heart just got beatten……