4/28/05

to love is nothing . . . to be loved is something . . . .to love and be loved is everything

so, a decent amount of stuff has gone on in my life, it’s been like a month since i’ve written so their is no way i am going to talk about everything that has happened seeing that i forgot half of it.  AP tests are next week, i’m scared their my first ones ever.    report cards came like 2 weeks ago….magma cum laude….first time ever! woot i rock!

 so what else…let’s see…well i’ve fallen for some one…and this is the worst part….i go to school with them! i try to never like anyone i go to school w/ cuz it would be wierd in my mind, like their was harris but he’s so bloody hot and then i thought mike was cute but he’s a social retard…  and now it’s him….ugh i don’t wanna like him, i swear, but he amuses me so much, i don’t get him though, he’s complex…like a molecule lol… ugh i keep thinking bout him….i mean i keep meeting all these other guys…..luke(a lil loopy),  stuffy (stuffed balls aka nick), john, dj (who’s a cutie, but i’ve never really gotten to talk to him, i don’t even know his real name lol), mike, sean, noah, gosh all these guys in like the past two weeks…..it’s crazy….but i like a guy i’ve gone to school with for three years and now i like him, why?! lol
 i’m going loopy cuz he sent me a text message and i couldn’t get it…but i just got em now…….god i’m going loopy for this boy….damn if i only had a chance to talk to friggen dj i prolly wouldn’t like him so much…

but yeah i just kinda wanted to write bout my boy stuff so thats bout all cuz i don’t feeling like going into great detail bout that or talking bout anything else ya know, aight peace