3/17/05

i’m so sick of erie right now, i wish i could go on vacation, back to germany!! I just need to get away from all of this shit! i’m so sick of the fucking hockey team and shit, they are so ego centric assholes most of them!!!

i could really use a trip to germany, meet up with matt and get drunk with him again then end up crashing at some random german hotel kinda plac, a restaurant that had rooms, and having 5 people in a room w/ 3 beds lol…Matt and I had beds in a row and cathleen and her mom shared one and my dad slept on the floor. hhaha and matt snapped his fingers cuz my dad was snoring and all i heard was this noise and it freaked me out cuz i didn’t know what it was and cathleen was like wtf was that and i was like i don’t know! and matts like shut up! it’s me! lol….and cathleens mom was fucking trashed and was throwing up everywhere….that was  one of the best fucking nights ever in my life.  I JUST DON’T WANT TO BE IN ERIE!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE ANY WHERE HELL, I’LL GO TO TEXAS!!!!! i wanna leave here soooooo badly, leave all this shit behind…..god damnit!!!!!!!!!!! i hate life and i hate myself!!!! fuck it