Kinda funny…

It’s kind of interesting and funny how much people will yell at you over open diary or xanga. What I find interesting is how quick everyone is to shoot down someone else’s point of view.

I haven’t even read anyone’s responses to my last entry yet.

Look at the bright side. We only have to suffer together (as you might like to say it) until the end of this year. It’s pretty easy to avoid people over the summer anyways, and after that you’ll never have to see me again! Aren’t you excited? I sure am! I’ll say goodbye to all of my friends who are my friends only when I don’t need a friend. Maybe, at college, I’ll meet some people who I can say hello to who will be my friend when I need a friend. Yeah, I don’t have much faith in something like that happening with anyone here. Now, I am not saying that I don’t want it, I am not even saying it’s not possible. But I look at everyone I know, and truthfully, I see a bunch of people who only like to be my friend when we are both in the best of moods, not pissed off at each other, and only when we both have the exact same view on a particular topic. Don’t say this doesn’t apply to you, because in all honesty, there is seriously not a single one of you who reads this who it does not apply to. You might now be saying, oh he just wants people to feel sorry for himself or he’s just trying to get attention. That’s not what this is about. This is about what is really going on. This is entry will be the reason you won’t wonder what is going on when I start pushing you away. Oh, how I would love for it to be different. I’ll tell you what, I’ll put just as much effort into the relationship as you will.

I’m can’t write anymore. I’m so tired. I’m going to leave school early tomorrow. *crosses fingers* I hope you have a field day with this one too.