6/1/05

What am I supposed to do? I swear it’s a curse and somebody’s getting a kick out of it. Well I’m not. This isn’t fun. Actually it’s rather painful.

I want resolve. I want something to happen or I want it to end. Like I said before, why can’t one thing go my way?

I don’t know what to do anymore. Everything I’ve tried doesn’t work. And I’ve tried just about everything. It makes me so mad. I can’t do anything about it except live with it. I can’t live with it.

I’d rather shoot the pilot. I’m broken and bruised. Do you understand?

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maybe ur not supposed to do anything. maybe you’re supposed to wait on God and let Him resolve the issue…. i miss ya justin.

June 1, 2005

shooting the pilot is a suicide mission. I hope that whatever this is about, you get your resolve. talk to me, buddy, what’s going on?

June 1, 2005

This entry could have been written in my diary…exact same kinds of feelings…I have no clue what else to do…and I’m just so tired of everything, too.

June 2, 2005

well i wish i could help but there is one problem… i dunno what it is that you are having problems resolving…. well im her if you need some one to talk to