And cont’d yet again….

Right now, he is into mommy. There is just nothing better in the whole wide world then him mommy. She’s the greatest. *L* It’s not good when she leaves. Then there’s trouble! But he gets over it, but he still doesn’t light up for anyone but Brie that way. It’s really cute, but I tell him -over and over-all Gramma’s done and shouldn’t he really give some of that admiration to me??? Oh, and the worst, he’s already pushing us away from kissing him. The child is just over one yr. old. Ok, he’s a boy, but still isn’t that just too young!! Nope. He just laughs and runs. He likes to run, thinks that’s cool. He’s a tease that one. It’s the Irish in him. And honest, if I could remember how the heck to put pics in here they’d BE here. Nothing is working and I get so steamed I just say forget it. Maybe today. Brie and Logan went shopping so I’ll have time to be lazy if I want. Not that they make me work, it’s just I like being downstairs with them and doing my household stuff and that. 

Chels is cuddled on the couch, watching tv. I’ve tried my best to baby her but it’s not allowed much anymore. She won’t let me cover her up, or she lets me then when I’m out of sight, off comes the blanket.  She hates Vicks. Sigh. I mean honestly how is she supposed to get better without blankets and Vicks? It’s not easy to baby an independant 14 yr. old young woman who’s taller then me, let me tell you that.  To be truthful I’m glad she’s independant-it’s just when she’s sick I’d like to be able to do something you know? 😉

I haven’t been writing, but I want to say that my girls are dealing well with dad, at least I can help them.  They still have times, with tears and talks, especially Chels, Brie’s withdrawn about things like that. But all and all, doing very well.  Brie also has her Aunt Lisa’s death to deal with, so she has a bit more on her plate. I wish she’d open up about it, but it’s only when she’s having a very hard time. At least there’s that however. Chels is having a hard time with Brie and Carl here, I don’t think Logan bothers her. 🙂  She gets so mad at Brie… Anyway, besides what I’ve written here-which is all about me-I’ve been actually very busy and concerned with those things.  Not in a “hiding” sense, genuine concern.  It’s only now, when I think the others are doing ok, and on the right roads, that I can pay real attention to me.  And that’s how it goes, especially for moms more then dad’s, right?  (No offense intended Dads, that’s just in my own life.)

 Well THREE pages. Whew. Got a lot of stuff off my chest didn’t I? Felt good. Feel even better if I can keep it up. Wish me luck.

Ta.