Low

 I’ve felt pretty low for a while now, I really don’t see the joy in life like I use to, I’ve made some bad choices as of late. I keep telling myself better days are to come but I’m to the point where I think I’m lying to myself just to make myself feel better, and it’s not really working the way it should any more. I feel numb, and cold to the world right now. I can’t remember the last time that I was really excited about anything. I’ve been trying to clean up my act lately, but it might be too little too late. sometimes I really don’t want to be here any more, I’m tired, I wonder what it would be like if I walked away and didn’t come back.

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September 10, 2012

Huh. I didn’t know Weird Al had a diary. Maybe you should go on tour. Are there just no more good songs to mock?

September 10, 2012

P.S. I love how you maintain a low profile, and you’re not all “Look at me, I’m famous!” The only other celebrity on here I know of is Ashleigh Bin Field. Of course, I’m a celebrity in my own mind, but that doesn’t really count.

September 10, 2012

Thanks for the note. RYN no problem glad I could provide some advice. Here’s more: on this entry STOP THINKING. For a while just do. Get up go to work, go grocery shopping, running. And don’t trust your thoughts man.

September 11, 2012

Yea but without mistakes there’d be no learning and no observance. Plus you wouldn’t be human or really living both of which is very scary if you ask my opinion.