girl crushes consume me.

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Diary: I Feel Pretty

Password: iamlovedalot

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One. Dexter season 2 is crazy good. It is intense (emphasis on TENSE).  I also don’t know if I like the main character anymore, which is a sign of good writing to make me flip like that.

Two. The L word season one. I finally fell into it. I immediately gained like 3 intense girl crushes. Shane, Marina, and Tina. The others are growing on me as well. Aghhhhh.

So last weekend there was a party in my room (which I spent in the TV room watching Newsies with my sister & sarah jane. Sister was here for parents weekend. A surprise, which was super cool). Drinking, the girls on my hall. Two of my hallmates in particular get really happy when they get drunk. It’s cute. Anyway, that night I had my sister sleep in Sarah Jane’s room. The two hallmates, Kate and Becca, cornered me in my room when everyone else was getting food (I stopped to get homework at like 3am) — "Hey, we need to know. Are you into guys or girls?" Kate shrugged at me, "You seem cool and in my world cool usually means lesbian." I was kind of flattered, really. "Um, I’ve never dated anyone. So I don’t really know." I dropped a line from Bones, "Women aren’t as rigid in their sexuality as men." "So…" they looked at each other, "we’ll put you down as Questioning."

I like to think of it as Undefined. But I guess.

Oh all girl schools.

This place rocks.