to my little brown fag and others

 I just felt like now was a good time to say thank
you to everyone who has been there for me over the last couple of 
weeks, and in some cases, the last couple of years.  It has
been  hard lately with having to make so many decisions so
quickly. and big decisions too.  All of you have been there for
me, telling me your opinions and being supportive. Now that I have come
to Drew and met a different type of  “friend” i now fully
appreciate how amazing all of my real friends are. to the people who
have always cared for me and let me take care of them: thank you Thank You THANK YOU!

gigi:  you are amazing and i love you so much. thank you for
everything.  i really do believe that the gods (yes ALL of them)
wanted you to be here for me when i finally realized that i needed to
consider transfering. there is no way i would have been able to handle
things if you werent there to help me and hold my hand.  i also
dont think it was a mistake that you decided to transfer before i did.
i think fate made sure that u were ahead of me so that you could give
me the answers to all of my questions. I spoke with dean lawler today,
who also went to an all woman’s college and she is happy with my
decision. im still nervous and im still not sure if im making the right
dedision, but i know that you will be there for me.  being that im
so crazy and need stability in order to function, im happy as pie to
know that u are there to be my rock.  i hope that i can do the
same for you and i hope that you know that you mean the world to me.
anything i can do for you …. {getting choked up} anyway, i can not
wait to be back in
ny, we are going to have a great time. i can feel it.  te quiero
tambien. besitos. 

Alysha