stick your tongue out .. taste the world

So, this is how it always goes … Me, pher, and lamar all have online diaries. sometimes all three of us get busy and stop writing. and it stays that way until one of us writes something that one of the others has to respond to. so thats wat happened today. So pher thinks that i think she is ugly. I dont understand why she feels that way. I dont know how many times i have told her that i DO NOT hang out with ugly people. I just dont do it. Still, she seems to think that secretly i dont like her and Im just trying to make her feel better by pretending. Im kind of flattered though because that means she thinks that im much nicer than i really am. i would never ever take the time to convince an ugly person that they werent. lol, does that make me sound like an ass? yeah, it does, i know. but truth is truth. anyway so lamar and kris called me late at night one night to tell me that lamar was going to be on the radio. i called a bunch of ppl to tell them to listen. i found out later that day, after i put myself out there sharing the good news, that they were lying. They werent on the radio. it sucks that someone would lie about something so big. im sure that one day soon they will be on the radio. but the sad part is that when they tell me, im probably not going to trust them enough to tell ppl about it.

so what has been going on in my life to make me so busy that i would take forever to write? Starbucks. making coffee all fucking day. {sigh} thats wat i do now. uugh anyway. my birthday is on tuesday. yipppeee!!!

Alysha