Reliving the Past

I have just spent the last two days re-reading every diary entry I have ever written here. Can you believe that I started this thing mere months before I turned 20? I turn 27 this March. Wow. So much has changed.

I look back at these entries and I realize how much I have grown, and matured, and callused over. I used to love and live so freely back then. Nothing could stop me, no pain could touch me, and no person could hold on to me long enough. I glimpse into my life now, and I am still struggling to get my masters and student teaching completed, I am still living with Mike (which is good, but has in turn pulled me out of the dating world for over 4 years.), and I don’t feel half as much as I used to.

I look back on these entries and I realize that I let everything effect me. I wish I still did that. My life is so different now. Mini update time?

Family- Is ok. Mom has taken to bitching at everyone, Sarah is finally clean. Her son, Johnny, will be five in November and he is so much fun. Jim is almost done with school, Katie is working in the advertising world. Dad is … well, Dad.

Home- Still live with Mike. We are both still single. We have added a cat: Mozart, we call him Mo. He is so fat! Mike needs to go back to school, but is too afraid to do so.

Work- Still at Champps. Attempting to find student teaching, but is much harder than I thought. That is all that I have left to do until I can find a teaching job. Then, GOODBYE SERVING WORLD!

Social Life- Don’t really have one. Trying to get healthy- working out three days a week, working 45 hours a week, and I don’t have the stamina I used to.

I have decided to write a play though. That or a book. So, I figured it was a good time to get back into OD world, brush up on my writing skills. If anyone of my old favorites read this, I’M BACK!